Our
battles are first won or lost in the secret places of our will in God’s
presence, never in full view of the world. The Spirit of God seizes me and I am
compelled to get alone with God and fight the battle before Him. Until I do
this, I will lose every time. The battle may take one minute or one year, but
that will depend on me, not God. However long it takes, I must wrestle with it
alone before God, and I must resolve to go through the hell of renunciation or
rejection before Him. Nothing has any power over someone who has fought the
battle before God and won there.
I
should never say, “I will wait until I get into difficult circumstances and
then I’ll put God to the test.” Trying to do that will not work. I must first
get the issue settled between God and myself in the secret places of my soul,
where no one else can interfere. Then I can go ahead, knowing with certainty
that the battle is won. Lose it there, and calamity, disaster, and defeat
before the world are as sure as the laws of God. The reason the battle is lost
is that I fight it first in the external world. Get alone with God, do battle
before Him, and settle the matter once and for all.
In
dealing with other people, our stance should always be to drive them toward
making a decision of their will. That is how surrendering to God begins. Not
often, but every once in a while, God brings us to a major turning point— a
great crossroads in our life. From that point we either go toward a more and
more slow, lazy, and useless Christian life, or we become more and more on
fire, giving our utmost for His
highest— our best for His
glory.
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Oswald Chambers,
My Utmost For His Highest
“The fruit of the
righteous is a tree of life, And he who is wise wins souls.”
– Proverbs 11:30
“Our battles are first won or lost in the secret places of our will in
God’s presence”…Righteousness produces a tree of life…
