Saying my life is busy is a total
understatement.
The thing that worries me the most in my life
is me getting caught up in the thought that I can do any of it all on my own.
In my mind and my heart – I know I need God.
I know I am nothing without Him.
But when people tell ME how awesome ME is (I know
that’s improper…) It really begins to get to my head.
I KNOW
I am NOTHING special.
I KNOW
I am NOTHING of any worth.
I KNOW
I am NOTHING on my own.
But I want to ALWAYS BE AWARE of it. I want
to ALWAYS be consciously aware of the fact that ANY GOOD that is involved in my
life comes SOLELY from GOD and NONE of it is a result of ANYTHING I do.
“For He knows our frame;
He remembers that we are dust.”
- Psalm 103:14
I am so thankful that even when I forget how worthless I am apart
from Him – He always knows – and His grace covers me through and through and
graciously reminds me that it’s HIM and not me.
THAT is what gives me freedom to live.
